keeping. feeling. living.

"忍"  才能成大事

務必要在天時地利人合之時

尚未到達前  務必  忍

這是最近體會到的話語

當然也有可能是我最近史劇看太多了

腦海裡轉的  是那些皇朝之間的鬥爭與面臨困境時的處置

"莫急 莫慌 莫害怕"

這是以前我在練舞時的一個年輕老師常說的一句話

當時覺得很搞笑  現在想想  其實每件逆境事似乎都得用這樣的心態面對吧

看到藝人楊可涵的新聞時  老實說我很震憾

因為我很欣賞這位年輕美眉  我也喜歡她的表演方式

但我卻也能理解她所受的憂鬱之苦

因為我也同她一般  時常覺得自己的內心住著一個惡魔

一個自己也無法控制撐握的惡魔

知道我為什麼會喜歡表演藝術嗎?

因為那可以把自己當作成另一個人  體會過著另一種人生

有些事在現實中無法呈現

但在表演裡  卻可以用盡全身力氣釋放出來

面對它才是解決問題的第一步

有些事  也許忍住當下  或許就能避免後續的失控發展

面對自己目前的生活  我仍然處在辛苦階段

從如X事業離開投入另一個俱樂部已有2個月時日

看著身邊認識的朋友開始邁向他們所期望的人生

讓我似乎覺得  或許自己也是有些許希望的

期許自己也能在不久的將來  能展現出狀態更好的自己

忍，不是不在乎

忍，不是不據理力爭

而是要在對的時機點出手

學習改變

學習面對失敗

學習接受他人的不以為

我，學習著

Because I believe, we won't stop dreaming

<<We Wont Stop Dreaming>>

by Pinkzebra feat. Benji Jackson

Well here we are
Living in the moment
Well here we are
Dreaming in the open
I Look around
Isn't this a new day
Make a move
Doing things a new way
A new way

‘Cause this is our world
And this is our time
These are our plans
We're gonna let ‘em shine
This is our place
In the human race
And we won't stop dreaming
No we won't stop dreaming

Look ahead
We can see forever
You and me
Doing it together
Light it up
We can be a million stars
Look at us
Don't you see we've come so far
Yeah we've come so far

‘Cause this is our world
And this is our time
These are our plans
We're gonna let ‘em shine
This is our place
In the human race
And we won't stop dreaming
No we won't stop dreaming

Standing at the crossroads
Feeling how the wind blows
We can soar above the clouds
Every moment is a heartbeat
Every breath feeling so sweet
Who can say what happens now

‘Cause this is our world
And this is our time
These are our plans
We're gonna let ‘em shine
This is our place
In the human race
And we won't stop dreaming
No we won't stop dreaming
We won't stop dreaming